when i m here all i ever talk abt is what is happening in my god damn life
whenever somethin happen to me and it affects me, i will then blog abt it here in my very own corner
well the bittersweet of reality
it changes my way of thinking a lot
all thnx to the NJC drama production yesterday
it makes me realise what is life all about in the perspective of islam
all this while i have been chasing after the wealth that we can get here in the world and i totally neglect about the wealth that i can get in my after life
this makes me a sinner and everyone else in the world...
well i m not draging everyone else by saying that but as a human we can never run away from making mistakes
i was too busy living the life that i always wanted and i forgot about my duties as a fellow muslim
i guess it is time that i repent and try my very best to attain success in the world now and hereafter
i want to go to paradise once i m dead but at the rate that i am going well.. i foresee that hell is the place i will have to go thru first
i just don't know how am i supposed to blance it lah..
well from now on i will try my very best to focus on my studies and also on my duites as a muslim
too much freedom in my life till i neglect what i should be doing now
god
sorry for the sin i have made
by neglecting you
doubting you
i wish to repent
may you give me all the strength
to change myself
for the better
god
safe me from the hell fire
bring me to ur paradise
i cant stand the fire of hell
as strong as the sun
