so yah thats us lah..
haha anw i came to realise that whenever i blog, its when my heart is feeling topsy turvy and i cant find something to do which is constructive
anw... slept in the evening just now and surprisingly i dreamt of the people that i m super close with lah well its helmi and haziq wierd ah coz in the dream they mention to me how they are going to miss the people they met at Pre-u sem i was like oh ok...
then i woke up and i realise how stupid i am coz i might be in the same boat as them but i just blew my chance away by saying that i might not cope with studies and pre-u sem during the selection interview "stoopid Ruzaini" hah... i always underestimate my abilities and this is what i get in return this god damn feeling of sheer guilt that i could have been there erghh...
well i tell this to madhiah and this is what she said,
why can't we just look the other way?(madhiah) says:
aww man
why can't we just look the other way? says:
u must have missed them
why can't we just look the other way? says:
hahaha
why can't we just look the other way? says:
yea well, as cliche as it may sound, its prolly a blessing in disguise
blessing in disguise?what blessing? do i really miss them? they have been gone for a week.. i guess i do miss them ahha
i MISS u guyslah......
oh yah i have to catch up on my studies but... i dun even have the drive to do it.. god please help me on this...
