why why why???

of hey hi feel like writing now so here goes....
feeling.. mye feeling have been topsy turvy eversince i can feel it beocming like these.. why is it happening to me? why? i cant bear this feeling animore it is hurting me... of all the pains that i have encountered this is the most painful one.. coz it can go away and come back juz like that.... so way is this pain haunting me why? i need ans to these ..hmm maybe there is no ans or i juz have to search deep in my heart why is this happening.. ths is not suppose to happen at all.... so why??? argh....this is so wrong..... hmm currently missing all my old frens...... miss u guys.... when can wee meet again????

orientation 2007 at YJC(updates)

okok... i noe this is kind of late ok.... this happens like two weeks ago... HAHHAA busy argh.... hmm on the very first dae..as usual aians...will meet up at yj and we talk and talk....dunnoe wat to expact from yj... ok my class is like damne dead in the start onli my the crazy 1 talking to my fren and trying to create atmosphere...cant show my true self damn..
HAHAA ok lah then meet a few mor ppl ok.. HHAHHA and i meet rodney6 the best of the best subhouse and grp of new frens i have ever met.. we rox i noe!!!! ahhahaa even tough we r dead the first few daes.. our engine starts running during AMAZING RACE.. ahhaha juz to keep ppl moving thats all hmm and went to a place i think i dun even noe it exist... the animal resort.. wow...... hmm back to orientaion.. overall it rox thanx to my subhouse of course..wohoo.... ok we went to this scouts camp which is totally cool arh,, and the bond between us gets stringer and stornger...even though the will mos probably talk in chinese.. i m fine with it i still will have fun even if i feel left out arh.... and i hev my very own translater forget her name sorryy but i remember ur face ok... cant draw here arh..
HAHAHAA ....
ok then thats all and btw... we r still meeting each other in sch during breaks or afetr sch... we r so bonded... we even want our rodney 6 to be in the same class but that will not happen due to didd subjects combi....
lookin forward to out gatherin..."R6 THE GATHERING!!" ....
HAHAA{AAAHAHAHHAA

new timetable means true meaning of a jc life...

hey ho....
ok to all m frens....my blog will be use as my blog and also for gp homework.... isnt that cool... HAHAAHA craps.....
ok to day 17 of jan got a brand new timetable... no more alot of free periods animore.... BOO!!!!! hahahha but i get to see the real life in jc... so damn pack arh...
i think its possible to have lessons all the way from morning till lunch..
looks like i can slim down after all..
HAHAHHAAok the best thing happen to me today is to see my new fren paiseh....
so funnni arh if u see her first conferm plus chop u will laugh lol...
and i get my very first gp lesson...wohoo!!! its like the intro of a very new beginnig... 1 thing for sure...gp is damn tough...must be a bookworm lor.... ahhaha ok if u read this mr heng sorry for the singlish usage here..ok... its not ur gp homeworl ok...
HAHA and btw peeps mr heng has really open my eyes to the world of gp WOW!!!! thanx alot.....p30 rox..... ahahaaha crap...

what should i do with my life???

ok for a start to my new friend. hello there!!! ok this is so cool gp homework on blog. all credits go to MR HENG!! wohoo!!! ok so our topic for today is "what should i do with my life" thats a tough one. so i shall start now ok!!

when people ask you what you want to do in your life. you will then start wondering what i should do in my life. we will think what i have done and what should i do more in my life. what i want to do in my life is to get it as perfect as possible, help those who are in need and obtain a good degree in order to get a good job. our life is affected by evreryone around us. all the incident that happen around us will make us make a decission in your life.
for my very first action is to make my life perfect. different people have different perspective of being perfect. in my perspective a perfect life is whereby i can always smile and be happy even through hardships and gain control of my life . i personally believe that if we go through hardships with a positive attitude we can overcome it. to make my life perfect there is a lot of factors involve. such factors are education, jobs and helping others
in education, i have to plan out my education route wisely. since i have completed 'O' levels , now i have to choose two options poly or jc. both options will be able to lead me to the university. jc is the easiest route but they sae theres no short cuts in success. the reason is jc life is tough and very competitive. we have to compete in 'A' levels for your own spot in university .
while in poly, its a much more on a hands on education and only top 5 or 10 percent of your course will be able to earn a spot in university. in the end both choices are almost equally the same. what i have to do now is focus in my studies and really work hard and no more slacking.so now i have to spend about five to six more years studying to have a perfect life
after my education, i have to land my self a good deserving job where i can earned a few thousand dollars per month. a good job will be able to make my life easier as i will be able to earn money for myself and hopefully my own family. by having a good job i can also help others who are need if i have the extra money to help others. this leads me to one of the things i want to do in my life.
the next thing i want to do in my life is to help others.there is alot of times thats i came across who are born not as perfect as others. that makes me feel how lucky i am to be born normal like most of us. there is this incident where i met a person who is abnormal .i am not discriminating this person but by looking at the person i feel that i have to help him or her.it is not that they want to be born with difficulties .what i can do is try and serve the community which schools have given me that opportunity to give back to the community. there is more things that i want to do in my life. what i can do to give back to the community is that i can go down to one the children orphanage and help plan some activities for them with my friends or particpate in more fund raising programmes.