the only constant is change/ friends

well before i start with the post this post is gonnna be abt two things that make me ponder today
thats a lot of things that going on on my mind for a guy like me haha well here goes

the first part of the post

" the only constant is change"

well the statement above to me it's a parodox how can something that changes be the only constant thing in the world . well the truth hurts and yeah it is true that the only constant here in this world is change

people change everytime fashion changes line of jobs changes as time pass by what may be the coolest job now but down the road 10 years time it is just a plain "jane" job well the reason i decide to write about this is that it came up to me during my religious class

religious class have been very insightful for me for last semester and it is still the same this semester goodie for me anyway...

well from what my religious teacher said people can change for the better or for the worst

most of us prefer the latter and i do choose to be better

and when we change to be better we cant change straight away.. things have to be done slowly. the truth is presenting a bad image to ur frens has been a norm in our society and when we change drastically to be better people may think that we are crazy or trying to act a "goody two shoes"

so lesson learnt from the class is that people should change for the better but we have to do it slow we cant change for who we are just in a split second such thing takes time aand it may take a few months or years but we have to persevere!! so people persevere

and another lesson is that when ur frens change drastically different from who they are when we first know them we should at least give him or her the chance to introduce to us their "newself" and try to accept them

well as for me this what i m going to do to change myself for the better and that is to do it slowly and not drastuically

first i will try my very best to pray to god every sinlg time that i have to

second start revising at least 3 hours a day that does not include doing homework

third be nice to my friend but still i will have to be a bitch ahha

lastly use more nice words than crude words

ok now for the second part of the post

"friends"

watched the final episode of friends just now it really touches my heart i know that that happen long time ago season 10 the last season of friends

well watching what they have gone through i have came to realise how much i treasure my realtionships with all my friends

my friends have been the ones close to me helping me in life solve my life mysteries and problems

watching friends also made me realise that how much my character matches(aprroximately) joey's character

joey is such a wonderful guy but from my evaluation he seems like the guy who talks no sense to his friends just like me and he will just listen to his friends conversation and never talk unless he knows what the conversation is really about just like me

and he also have great friends like Chandler,Ross,Rachel,Phoebe and Monica

like i do.. i have Helmi, Faiz,Haziq, Syafiqah, Madhiah, Yasmin,Diy, Shikeen and many more ahaha

well the highlighted ones have helped me so much in my jc life and secondary life

well i dunnoe how to categorise them into the characters in Friends well let me try ok

syafiqah= rachel(the hot one and sweet)

helmi= chandler/monica(sometime he is chandler(making crappy jokes) sometimes he is like monica(when he is being a neat freak))

madhiah= phoebe(plain wacky)

haziq= ross( the one with the weird profession and "geeky")

faiz= joey??

well at the end of the day these few people are really the best friends i could ever have

i really hope that we will still keep in touch once we go on our seperate ways and will always meet up every now and then u guys are the best and i will never forget you guys at all

i love you guys so much and i will miss those time ah..

THANKS FOR BEING THERE FOR ME ALL THIS TIME I REALLY APPRECIATE IT!!!

beach day out

saturday 28 of June

decided to go out with mcs peeps to sentosa to have fun and at the same time chill

well we start of bad with me and a few of my frens who are with me. we came late and delayed everything anw went to get the drinks for those peeps out there and we end up shopping ther at VIVOMART

well then we have to wait for a few more people i really feel sorry for mega coz he have to rush of soon so sorry k..

next time i wont be late

anw whent there and settle down at the palawan beach its the usual spot but its kinda boring should have listen to sery and kinn's suggestion go to siloso beach and we sit near Cafe Del Mar where they blast songs to the beach where ppl can listen and chill at the same time

well we went there eventually and the place is super fun arh

there is music people the beach and food

at the end of the day i realise that yeah i have managed to achive my aganda for the day

to go to the beach and unwind and chill and just relax with my frens..despite the hecticness

anw i hope that ican go there with just a few of my close frens and then we can really unwind and chill after A's that is so yeah.. today was a blast

thanks to...

ruzaini sery helmi shikinn aishah huda maya mega areiff anwar farhan haziyah and syahrul...and the BEACH!!

to be fair i will just post this pic didn't manage to snap photos of all of us in my camera ..

blocked

well today 26 june 2008 mark the end of block test 3 and i did pretty bad for this time like seriously paper is tough as hell
and mATHs is a killer the worst of the worst i ever wonder if i can pull through for my A's
well i cant doubt myself now coz all my confidence will go down and my evil twin brother will have his wish come true: me doing badly for A's
oh wells what has been done has been done i cant change the past but all i have to do now is to better my future..
going out with my class mates tomorrow after such a long time we havent been going out togther
well i keep wondering what are the tell tale signs og me being deeply in love..
i keep thinking what she is doing?
how is she?
will she ever gonna accept me?
her name will always be in my mine
keep thinking of her whenever and wherever
like during bio i cant get her voice her name out of my head
is that true love coming from me?
i wonder.............

the past came and haunt me..

well as i was browsing through my old photos.. hmm not that old lah abt a few years back when i was sec 4 the year where i took my O levels and now i m soon sitting for my A levels i came to realise that time really flew pass really fast super fast its like only a year ago i leave my sec sch and embrace a whole new life. so its not that the past haunt me but its actually the future that haunts me really.. and you know why? well it is because that knowing what happens in the past will then make you realise that how time flies and now u have to worry of the future

looking through the old photos really bring back memories sweet and bitter i can now remember vividly what happen during our breaking fast outing at Geylang with Jiamin and Wei Gen and other malay peeps. we played the paiseh game while walking at the bazaar the nvr ending outing and we camwhore like nobody business

now sitting for the A levels things have change frens have change but I have not change at all the dire need to go out on weekends with my friends is so hard rite now unlike during the O levels time i guess now ppl have matured and the know that A levels is really impt well i noe it too but cant we just go out like on random weekends and chill and SHOP maybe not too often but at least go out k