the fasting month

i am grateful that i am still alive to witness again the month of Ramadan also known as the fasting month. this is the month where all the Muslims in the world fast for a whole month.
.the whole idea of this month is to let us be aware of the suffering others face especially those in poverty hit countries and also to show how grateful we are that we are blessed with all the necessities that we have. this month also is the month all about sacrificing. as Muslims, we must a sacrifice our time to do additional prayer such as the tarawih prayers. sacrifice the food that we can eat in daytime. sacrifice our sexual pleasures.
this year i hope that i can be a good Muslim by doing all the things that i should do as a Muslim during the fasting month which means minimal swearing, less eating, less procrastinating in term of prayers time, do more charity be nice to people and not to forget paying a very close attention to my studies. yes studies even that is counted as being a good Muslim.

As usual, as the month of Ramadan approaches, i can feel the freshness in the air, the enlightenment, the willpower to do good, to study and to perform my prayers with more concentration.
hopefully god will give me the strength for me to perform whatever HE(god) ask me to and concentrate on my studies..

prelims OVER and A levels next

yeah finally prelims are over and it sucks coz it is obvious that i did very very bad for prelims no matter how hard i slog it out for my prelims
ok i think i deserve the grades coz the amount of energy and effort to prepare for prelims is like hmm 60% to 75%..
but still at least a pass..
haha but yeah lots of things happen during my prelims which contributes to the grades lah
this is not an excuse peeps
no 1 its distraction all over the place no2 i have anxiety attack for most of the papers ok
i see my maths paper and physics paper i got stressed up and in the end aku kelam kabut ah buat paper so end up i do stupid mistake very stupid ah i tell you so when going through the damn paper it is HEARTACHE everywhere ergh
and yeah ruzzy is a damn emotional person and he is full of jealousy
so when he sees his friends getting better grades than him, he feel so bitter coz he always wants to be on the same par as them if not better but in this case it is not happening..
so much for kicking asses in the end i got my own ass kicked hard
and Wednesday was a very depressing day for me why? i got back two major papers that i took and both is a damn U lah so got depressed and end up binching on FOOD!!
it feels good but yeah it sucks when your friends are doing much better than you

so i have to work hard from now on and no more blogging
so i will write what happens in my life in my favourite blue OBS note book which has become my life journal
goodbye my blog for now i will miss you lols!!

anxiety attack!!!

god i m suffering from anxiety attack from like what yesterday
i cant sleep early to prep for my paper the next day as a result i was a bit tired to do my math paper today and that result in a shitty performance seriously that paper was do-able but i m under superbly stress condition when i was doing the math paper
even before the paper my heart cant stop beating furiously fast
it is funny coz the first week of prelims i was calm and i manage to do most of the first week papers maybe an exception for maths paper1..
yes math has become a huge barrier to boost my confidence
even my dad says if u dun have the confidence to do the paper there is no way u can get a good grades
with that i become more stress!!!!! i cant find that spot in my soul where it is all calm and quiet and at peace
my soul is having a war now!! it is a toatal chaos in me!! ERGHGHGHGHGHGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!
during srtessful papers my mind will always wonder i will keep asking myself if my friend will be able to do the paper well and yeah that pushes me on to solve the qns but i m not at a calm mode so it is not that helpful either
why!!! i m feeling so nervous!! tomorrow is physics paper2 and i hope i can bring it!!
i know that i have to do well
ergh RUZ!!! stop it just calm urself down and do ur best!! like what u have always said just give in ur 110 percent and at the end of the day it is up to the judges to fail you or pass you u know u have put in ur very best to study and really understand the concepts dun have to worry what happen later just do the god damn paper with a calm soul will you!!

goodbye

it is time a bid goodbye to my blog
since i only have 10 more freaking days to my prelim exams
well maybe i dont have to depart from it for good
because blogging is a stress reliever mechanism
so if u see a new blog post after today that mean i m stressed up from mugging!!
well i hope to get all C grades for prelims no matter what so yeah C grade here i come
i need to kick lots of asses for prelims lah
there is a number of people i want to kick their ass
here are the list of people and the subjects that i have to kick ass!!
General Paper - Haziq Jani
Biology - Jun Xiang
Malay Lit - the class girls
Physics- Helmi Sani/ Fahmi
Mathematics - Fahmi, Chen Li
maybe i should bid goodbye to my friends too..erm maybe not because i still need them!!

my wish

i wish

for a world which coexist

in its complexity and simplicity

a world where life is as easy as it seems

i wish

for world peace

where aggression doesnt exist

everyone live in harmony

sharing fruits of success

i wish

for a world where the 7 sins

are absent

for greed overule us

i wish

that you do not exist

life will be simpler

i can stop thinking about you

every minute second hour day week month year

i wish

that i never have to know you

knowing you

makes my life harder

i cant decide what to do

in the midst of all this

i realise

complexity is simplicity

the complex can be simple as it seems

simple things can be complex

technology may seem to make it simple

it only makes things complicated

ship all the wealthy

to an island for they can exist

and let us live in peace

only then we can prosper

and live in a pace where

we can enjoy life as it is

i am a sinner

well yeah that is what i thought about myself i am a sinner
of all the sins that i have committed comittinng this sin is a big one and yeah hell awaits me in my after life
ok maybe i am exagerating but yeah if i manage to go back to the correct path then i can wait to be in heaven and enjoy peace!!

well besides that schools has been a real toughy!!
ergh!! why is it so difficult y cant it be easy huh?
well no one said it is going to be easy... and u choose to take this path so u gotta earn it and burn it
burn it? erm i m burning it i have been trying my very best to do a pretty decent work?
hello are you sure u are giving ur best? but the result is not showing my dear...
yeah i m sure lah.. ok maybe not really burining but at least i am trying right
well point taken but you can do much much better.. i have read ur scripts and i dare say it is like a 13 year old work... the only distinct thing between you and a 13 year old maybe u have more content or level of maturity but besides that is is just a crap essay full of grammar mistakes
well... u dun have to be that harsh lah i know my command of english is not fantastic and i m trying to be better
well then u should try harder do something about it come on you have only less than 3 mths before this major exam you are sitting for right?
yeaps true then i shall do something about it then..
yeah u should my dear coz the rate i m seeing you do things don't even bother looking forward to apply to a local university and i m serious so GOOD LUCK!!
ergh.....is so irritating so much for helping me to do better... your last comment is so not needed right now..
yeah no one said it is going to be easy
especially imrpoving ur grades.. ok maybe maths and physics it is possible but for gp a language subjects at this rate i m going i aint sure if i can
besides academics, it so hard to forget someone or what is inside you and what is happening to you
everything is so difficult this days...

"i" on the world

ok for the first time ever people i m going to blog on sunday morning before having my breakfast and goiing out for my religious class
this means that i woke up pretty early as compared to all the sundays that is due to the fact that i slept from 7 pm yesterday till 7 am today wohoo 12 hours of sleep!!

anyway back to the topic "i" on the world.
well i went for this seminar organised by the mendaki organisation about venturing out of our comfort zone which is singapore to other parts of the wolrd and claiming our place in the world
as qouted by Mr Izwan in his opening speech,"modern technology together with globlisation equals to opportunity"
well i agreeto his statement that indeed with the aid of modern technology and globlisation there is a lot of opportunity for people like us to grab those oppurtunity and in turn reach to excellence
prior to the talk, we have small group discussions whihic opens my eyes about the wotld that we live in today and encourage me to excel in my studies as well as change the world that we live in
for instance, besides my pursuing my academics, i would love to contribute back to the society using my passion, my interest and my knowledge
well if all my plans goes well and i graduated from nus with degree in nursing, one way is to do my job wellas a trained nurse. Another way is to use my other passion which is fashion. i would love to organise charity fashion shows where proceeds to the sale of the apparel from the showcase will go to various organisations whihic needs the money to help these needy people
the series of fashion shows will be called "Fashion for a Cause" with the interconnected world, contacts from various organisations as well as individuals is crucial to make the charity event a success. well these may sound like a very ambitious project but by writing it down here on my blog will rmeinf me of the purpose of my life in this world and even if i can achieve it now i will know that someday when i make it big in the world this is what i have to do by looking back at my blog entries

well that's it for now... hope that oneday my "Fashion for a Cause" fashion shows will become a reality...

TUESDAY 8 of July 2008

well i decided to blog first before i go and eat and start doing my werk and then study!!
yes study that is the most crucial thing that is happening in my life and i have mentioned abt it countless of times in thihs blog and to my friends
one mysteries of life is that how studies are so important in our life that sometimes we tend to forget to play around and take notice of our emotions and passions
well passion is definitely needed in our studies and yeah i have those passion but emotions that is too overwhleming for me now
today got back my bio results for block and i m not shock that i fail badly in the test
the reason being that i only study one day before the paper that was a mistake that i shall not repeat again
well bio happens before physics and bio just sets the mood for physics today
due to the underperforming results i feel really depressed and dissapointed and at the same time i feel very intimidated by my friends
especially helmi and fahmi and faiz and yas yeah my physics buddies somhow my concepts are just very weak among them lah
that really shows just now during lessons i feel so dumb and useless whenever my friends or even teachers ask me the simplest and obvious concepts in physics coz i just basically cant answer them with confidence unless i know the answer already
having friends who second guess my answer not helping my confidence at all i know i m asking for too much but at least tell me that i m wrong and point out the mistakes
whenever i sit beside those top scorers i feel happy coz i can learn from them but somehow deep inside me i fell so inferior that whenever i ask them again to reconfirm the concepts and understand it better somehow i feel that their souls are screaming out to me and says
" Damn you how many times i have to repeat myselfs!! STUPID FCUK (S.F)!! how slow and dumb can you be huh??"
well thats how i feel sometimes and the inferior soul in me just grew that now i feel so embarrassed and stupid and scared to actually ask my friends whenever i have doubts
i will only ask those "chim" questions but as a matter of fact i m having doubts with my basics
ergh ruzaini now have to step up the game and get his basics right!!
well that was what i was feeling throughout the lessons and my anxiety overwhelms my ablity to control my speech and actions
i shout i laugh and i even cry deep inside with all those concepts torturing me deep inside whenever i fail to recall the concepts form my brain
i keep saying "damn it" and "ergh" and "ohhh" and "i should have done that" during the lessons out loud

well now i know where i am weak and i certainly hope that my inferior part of my soul will have to change and start clearing the doubts!!

i end conversations

well at first don't feel like blogging but after hearing the song "Selepas Kau Pergi" by Laluna thanx to helmi's blog gosh made me so emo-moey and i have to blog to let it out

well the song is not about anything that i m gonna write about but it just makes me emo for now at 1.30 am lah
well friday got back physics paper it's a dissapoinment i should say lah well its kinda expected but at least near to pass lah well this just goes to show that i m still weak. to be frank it hurts to know that i am nowhere close from my friends marks lah especially Helmi and Fahmi why are they so damn good in physics huh? and y am i not as good as them
i know the answer but it still hurts i don't want to repeat a yr in college without them by my side my dearest friends i would rather we all graduate and go NS the UNI at the same time
i know now that i have to work doubly hard butit is near impossible for me to give up totally this wonderful computer, tv and life
but for my future sake i will just HAVE to do it no matter what
my teacher once said we have to choose either 4 months of pure hell/ hardship or years and years of regrets and misery
well i choose 4 mths lah
RUZ PLEASE DO YOUR WORK FROM NOW ON AND PLEASE DON"T EMO COZ THAT WILL JUST SLOW YOU DOWN
oh yah its official that ruz always ends the conversation with his stupid comments lah and he cant continue jokes for nuts
well besides that everything is ok exept for something that is uberly personal to me...

the only constant is change/ friends

well before i start with the post this post is gonnna be abt two things that make me ponder today
thats a lot of things that going on on my mind for a guy like me haha well here goes

the first part of the post

" the only constant is change"

well the statement above to me it's a parodox how can something that changes be the only constant thing in the world . well the truth hurts and yeah it is true that the only constant here in this world is change

people change everytime fashion changes line of jobs changes as time pass by what may be the coolest job now but down the road 10 years time it is just a plain "jane" job well the reason i decide to write about this is that it came up to me during my religious class

religious class have been very insightful for me for last semester and it is still the same this semester goodie for me anyway...

well from what my religious teacher said people can change for the better or for the worst

most of us prefer the latter and i do choose to be better

and when we change to be better we cant change straight away.. things have to be done slowly. the truth is presenting a bad image to ur frens has been a norm in our society and when we change drastically to be better people may think that we are crazy or trying to act a "goody two shoes"

so lesson learnt from the class is that people should change for the better but we have to do it slow we cant change for who we are just in a split second such thing takes time aand it may take a few months or years but we have to persevere!! so people persevere

and another lesson is that when ur frens change drastically different from who they are when we first know them we should at least give him or her the chance to introduce to us their "newself" and try to accept them

well as for me this what i m going to do to change myself for the better and that is to do it slowly and not drastuically

first i will try my very best to pray to god every sinlg time that i have to

second start revising at least 3 hours a day that does not include doing homework

third be nice to my friend but still i will have to be a bitch ahha

lastly use more nice words than crude words

ok now for the second part of the post

"friends"

watched the final episode of friends just now it really touches my heart i know that that happen long time ago season 10 the last season of friends

well watching what they have gone through i have came to realise how much i treasure my realtionships with all my friends

my friends have been the ones close to me helping me in life solve my life mysteries and problems

watching friends also made me realise that how much my character matches(aprroximately) joey's character

joey is such a wonderful guy but from my evaluation he seems like the guy who talks no sense to his friends just like me and he will just listen to his friends conversation and never talk unless he knows what the conversation is really about just like me

and he also have great friends like Chandler,Ross,Rachel,Phoebe and Monica

like i do.. i have Helmi, Faiz,Haziq, Syafiqah, Madhiah, Yasmin,Diy, Shikeen and many more ahaha

well the highlighted ones have helped me so much in my jc life and secondary life

well i dunnoe how to categorise them into the characters in Friends well let me try ok

syafiqah= rachel(the hot one and sweet)

helmi= chandler/monica(sometime he is chandler(making crappy jokes) sometimes he is like monica(when he is being a neat freak))

madhiah= phoebe(plain wacky)

haziq= ross( the one with the weird profession and "geeky")

faiz= joey??

well at the end of the day these few people are really the best friends i could ever have

i really hope that we will still keep in touch once we go on our seperate ways and will always meet up every now and then u guys are the best and i will never forget you guys at all

i love you guys so much and i will miss those time ah..

THANKS FOR BEING THERE FOR ME ALL THIS TIME I REALLY APPRECIATE IT!!!

beach day out

saturday 28 of June

decided to go out with mcs peeps to sentosa to have fun and at the same time chill

well we start of bad with me and a few of my frens who are with me. we came late and delayed everything anw went to get the drinks for those peeps out there and we end up shopping ther at VIVOMART

well then we have to wait for a few more people i really feel sorry for mega coz he have to rush of soon so sorry k..

next time i wont be late

anw whent there and settle down at the palawan beach its the usual spot but its kinda boring should have listen to sery and kinn's suggestion go to siloso beach and we sit near Cafe Del Mar where they blast songs to the beach where ppl can listen and chill at the same time

well we went there eventually and the place is super fun arh

there is music people the beach and food

at the end of the day i realise that yeah i have managed to achive my aganda for the day

to go to the beach and unwind and chill and just relax with my frens..despite the hecticness

anw i hope that ican go there with just a few of my close frens and then we can really unwind and chill after A's that is so yeah.. today was a blast

thanks to...

ruzaini sery helmi shikinn aishah huda maya mega areiff anwar farhan haziyah and syahrul...and the BEACH!!

to be fair i will just post this pic didn't manage to snap photos of all of us in my camera ..

blocked

well today 26 june 2008 mark the end of block test 3 and i did pretty bad for this time like seriously paper is tough as hell
and mATHs is a killer the worst of the worst i ever wonder if i can pull through for my A's
well i cant doubt myself now coz all my confidence will go down and my evil twin brother will have his wish come true: me doing badly for A's
oh wells what has been done has been done i cant change the past but all i have to do now is to better my future..
going out with my class mates tomorrow after such a long time we havent been going out togther
well i keep wondering what are the tell tale signs og me being deeply in love..
i keep thinking what she is doing?
how is she?
will she ever gonna accept me?
her name will always be in my mine
keep thinking of her whenever and wherever
like during bio i cant get her voice her name out of my head
is that true love coming from me?
i wonder.............

the past came and haunt me..

well as i was browsing through my old photos.. hmm not that old lah abt a few years back when i was sec 4 the year where i took my O levels and now i m soon sitting for my A levels i came to realise that time really flew pass really fast super fast its like only a year ago i leave my sec sch and embrace a whole new life. so its not that the past haunt me but its actually the future that haunts me really.. and you know why? well it is because that knowing what happens in the past will then make you realise that how time flies and now u have to worry of the future

looking through the old photos really bring back memories sweet and bitter i can now remember vividly what happen during our breaking fast outing at Geylang with Jiamin and Wei Gen and other malay peeps. we played the paiseh game while walking at the bazaar the nvr ending outing and we camwhore like nobody business

now sitting for the A levels things have change frens have change but I have not change at all the dire need to go out on weekends with my friends is so hard rite now unlike during the O levels time i guess now ppl have matured and the know that A levels is really impt well i noe it too but cant we just go out like on random weekends and chill and SHOP maybe not too often but at least go out k

topsy turvy me

well its been such a long time since i update so here goes ..

well step down from being a rodney house exco and its fun cause the house excos 2007 can really camwhore especially nat!! ahhaha thanx guys for the wonderful memories on that day here are some pics for an example hehe

so yah thats us lah..

haha anw i came to realise that whenever i blog, its when my heart is feeling topsy turvy and i cant find something to do which is constructive

anw... slept in the evening just now and surprisingly i dreamt of the people that i m super close with lah well its helmi and haziq wierd ah coz in the dream they mention to me how they are going to miss the people they met at Pre-u sem i was like oh ok...

then i woke up and i realise how stupid i am coz i might be in the same boat as them but i just blew my chance away by saying that i might not cope with studies and pre-u sem during the selection interview "stoopid Ruzaini" hah... i always underestimate my abilities and this is what i get in return this god damn feeling of sheer guilt that i could have been there erghh...

well i tell this to madhiah and this is what she said,

why can't we just look the other way?(madhiah) says:
aww man
why can't we just look the other way? says:
u must have missed them
why can't we just look the other way? says:
hahaha
why can't we just look the other way? says:
yea well, as cliche as it may sound, its prolly a blessing in disguise

blessing in disguise?what blessing? do i really miss them? they have been gone for a week.. i guess i do miss them ahha

i MISS u guyslah......

oh yah i have to catch up on my studies but... i dun even have the drive to do it.. god please help me on this...

illusion, the bittersweet of reality

its been long since i am here
when i m here all i ever talk abt is what is happening in my god damn life
whenever somethin happen to me and it affects me, i will then blog abt it here in my very own corner
well the bittersweet of reality
it changes my way of thinking a lot
all thnx to the NJC drama production yesterday
it makes me realise what is life all about in the perspective of islam
all this while i have been chasing after the wealth that we can get here in the world and i totally neglect about the wealth that i can get in my after life
this makes me a sinner and everyone else in the world...
well i m not draging everyone else by saying that but as a human we can never run away from making mistakes
i was too busy living the life that i always wanted and i forgot about my duties as a fellow muslim
i guess it is time that i repent and try my very best to attain success in the world now and hereafter
i want to go to paradise once i m dead but at the rate that i am going well.. i foresee that hell is the place i will have to go thru first
i just don't know how am i supposed to blance it lah..
well from now on i will try my very best to focus on my studies and also on my duites as a muslim
too much freedom in my life till i neglect what i should be doing now

god

sorry for the sin i have made

by neglecting you

doubting you

i wish to repent

may you give me all the strength

to change myself

for the better

god

safe me from the hell fire

bring me to ur paradise

i cant stand the fire of hell

as strong as the sun

fashion forward

taking a break now from mugging for blocks and the time now is 2 am... wow..i have never been studying till this late before..
anyways.. i deserve it
tv is super distracting and i have to catch the first episode of fashion forward...
so thats y i have to slog it out now in the wee hours... haiz..
well i bravo to mediacorp for having the fashion forward programme on tv in singapore...its almost the same as fashion police but hmm i guess it not that exciting as THE fashion police..
our version is less meaner and more to educationg the people about our fashion industry in singapore...
after watching...i find that...
singaporeans have a boring expression as compared to the americans..
the reason being that during the instant makeover section, the p[articipants and the fashion guru do not really make the section exciting as compared to fashion police... no offnce but the participnats expression is superbly BORING... and the reveal of the new "wardrobe" of the participant to their freinds is not that exciting either.. i wonder why? is it because we are already like that?hmm... i guess we have to learn on how we can really express ourselves.....

well thats all i really want to say...
back to mugging after i play ard wif the comp hee....

people hate me or love me

its been quite a while since i ever lay ,my hands on updating my blog...its either i am too lazy to blog or i dun have the time...
my dad has been buggin me about my grades whether i can make it to uni...
everytime that qn pops up... i dun have a solid ans to him...
well that is a wkae up call for me that i have to work doubly hard...
i have to get to nus and to my course that i desire....
well apart from academics... my social life is not helping me either...often enough i will put myself in a situation, where the end result will just put me in deep trouble..
RUZ u have got to stop doing this ok...<>
well i apologise to whoever that i have offended... i juz dun realise what i have done wrong and at that moment and i would love to thank those who point out my mistake so that i will change my ways...
as the for the tiitle of my post this time i will eloborate more on this
why people hate me:

1. i am a bitch
2. i do things without realising i will hurt their feelings
3. i bitch abt ppl.. that link to point 1
4. i am loud
5. selfish

why peolple love me:

1. fun
2. outgoing
3. cheerful
4. lend my friend my listening ear
5. ???

well that is what i think people think abt me..hee....

oklAH..gtg now..

have to chiong my essays...

someone

hmm before i start.. i want to say Happy Valentine's Day to all my fren and love ones

and also happy friendship day..hee.....

ok anyways felll like just putting this up on my blog lah ahaha

well this past few weeks i have seen all the j1's kid grow inot the new system of living life in a college i must say that they are a bunch of people who are hardworking and also play very hard...

well gonna miss all my og9 peeps coz most of them are gonna eave yjc and that is uper sad coz they are the bust bunch of J1's i have ever met not to forget peole like.. hmmm wendy crystal jessica... erm oh yah and also nizam and shahrul(hope i spell it correctly) ahaha

well 1 thing to say about them is that they are a buch of lively people and they make me realise to treasure life as it is and aslo to be truthful to yourself

well even i dun even really know them that much if given the opportunity i want to!!

some make me realise that whatever happens you still have to be true to yourself and if u knew who u reallly are then... no one could either break u pr change u.. whatever comments they give just take it in ut stride and if its really rue change it and if not be firm and tell urself that that is who u are and people should accept that and have no rites to comment on that...

so thank you J1's for giving me the oppportunity to relive back my J1 memories and also make me realise about beeing honest to urslef...

this peeps i just got to know from sentosa trip(except HELMI!!)

a day to be remembered!!

all the best shahrul and nizam in ur new sch!!

x.o.x.o.......ruzzy

chinese new year 2008

well today is the lunar new year for the chinese... didnt do much today just online watch movies online...
for dinner have to go to mac and get my dinner... coz mum never cook today..
mum and dad went to changi beach and i stupidly never follow so i was at home all alone and BORED

something to share to u peeps out there...
really glad that some families take this oppurtuniy to take their time off and visit relatives that they are unable to visit due to our hectic lifes chasing after wealth.. i was really glad that i saw chinese family gathering at their house to reunite after a long period of time..
like the malays we do visit each other during our hari raya to ask for forgiveness and to reunite..
so yah we are not different accept for the way we dress on our festive day...

well went bowling yesterday and today after what haziq told me i feel guilty not calling them up to go with us sorry guys.. next time i try not to forget ok..
haha... well went bowling for more info visit maddie's blog ok me lazy to type ahha and ziq's

cheerios

x.o.xo ruzzy

sad day? well life is too short for that

well its been long since i have been here lah.. haha busy ok wif blocks and stuffs...

today 26 jan yjc had our cvd!! yay...

well it was tiring lah but it was worth it lah super fun..

the kompang boys have to do kompang for the opening ceremonylah...

ahaha and it was short and simple

then chaos!!haha we were like unprepared setting up our street soccer booth..

then the tournament i have to go around shouting to ppl we are having our tournament..

haiz..

it was all wort it.

faiz and his band perform today had more fun,...

than come the more fun thing i got dunked..
ahhaah thanx P14 for that wonderful dunking machine besdies me we have a few teachers got dunked and.... VP WONG.. yay had lots of fun....

well gonna miss these few ppl below... will miss u guys kkk...

OG9 the best og in yjc pae 2008

all the best jun yi in your future endeavours..

u will be missed

ergh!! i need to mugg...

ahha exams are finally gonna end soon thank god...
maths was horrible
physics surprisingly its muc do-able than maths for the first time!!
its offcial!! gona go for SSSP haiz... blame it on myself also..
holidays was used to enjoy life before i meet hell!!
well hell is gona last for 1 year before i meet up with another 2 yrs of NS.. meybe looking forward to it.. coz it will help me loose lots of weights!!lol...
if there is hell's kitchen.. then there will be hell's school.. it is not literally hell it is just gonna tough for me catcthing up with my studies after being an ogl.. lagging behind..
well tomorrow ther is my fav bio paper but here i am blogging.. i need to de-stress..
ok then gtg and study for bio!!
wish me good luck...

a case of mistakan identity

hey peeps..

well its a brand new year!! currently busy being an ogl for orientation 2008 we just had our jam and hop last friday damn it was good!!!

how i wish the party scene will come to our sch every last friday of the month...

where students will get to let their hair down and forget abt work for that 2 hours... its a form of stress reliever,..

then i will be proud to say that my college life is a wonderful experience

think of it as we get to study better party harder and live stronger !!lol

ok besides jam and hop we have house carnival which is a success

and a case of mistsaken identity happens ..

as i was walking to the track some one wave at me.. well i noe him through a fren but he didnt noe me lah coz i m just a noboy in sch...and he wave at me i was like are u waving at me and he said yah u.. then he ask me how abt the four songs? and i was thinking what four songs? then i realised he thought that i was haziq a close fren of mine who looks like me but i m just better looking than him thats all.. and coincidentally he came to the grandstand and i said to him .. oh u mean haziq? i m not haziq he is... and we laughed...

super paiseh lah..lol...

so yeah thats it a case of mistaken identity and that is not the first time lah...lol...

me on the left and haziq on the right.. so do we look the same?lol.. and my class matesat the back...