Saturday, August 30, 2008

prelims OVER and A levels next

yeah finally prelims are over and it sucks coz it is obvious that i did very very bad for prelims no matter how hard i slog it out for my prelims
ok i think i deserve the grades coz the amount of energy and effort to prepare for prelims is like hmm 60% to 75%..
but still at least a pass..
haha but yeah lots of things happen during my prelims which contributes to the grades lah
this is not an excuse peeps
no 1 its distraction all over the place no2 i have anxiety attack for most of the papers ok
i see my maths paper and physics paper i got stressed up and in the end aku kelam kabut ah buat paper so end up i do stupid mistake very stupid ah i tell you so when going through the damn paper it is HEARTACHE everywhere ergh
and yeah ruzzy is a damn emotional person and he is full of jealousy
so when he sees his friends getting better grades than him, he feel so bitter coz he always wants to be on the same par as them if not better but in this case it is not happening..
so much for kicking asses in the end i got my own ass kicked hard
and Wednesday was a very depressing day for me why? i got back two major papers that i took and both is a damn U lah so got depressed and end up binching on FOOD!!
it feels good but yeah it sucks when your friends are doing much better than you

so i have to work hard from now on and no more blogging
so i will write what happens in my life in my favourite blue OBS note book which has become my life journal
goodbye my blog for now i will miss you lols!!

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