dead and gone

the ramadhan is here and i m not making progress to be a gd musslim this year
ok lets just put that a side do not want to talk abt it again and again

well the resaon why i decided to write this post because something happen
well herre is the timeline
1300 meet with ridhwan friend about this particular business opportunity
1400 meet mitchell and joel (bmt mates)
1430 the meeting ended supposed to end at 1330 to 1345
1500 finally meet up with mitch and joel (1 hour late)
1800 meet BMC mates for iftar
1900 break fast time zone, just finish my meet up with BMT mates due to an hour late earlier
2000 finally reach simpang bedok so i was 1 hr late to buke with them
2100 meet helmi at geylang to find baju kurung
2200 just reach geylang from the meet up with BMC mates
yeah so i was late for every meet ups i made with my 3 grp of frens
poor time management and yeah as a result people have to wait for me
and its always they wait for me not the other way round

Helmi have to wait for me for like more an hour or so alone at geylang while waiting for maddie to tag along. the plan is to meet up with helmi first walk arnd to wait for madhiah to reach geylang with her parents. but plans with ruz will nvr go as plan so yeah i admit it i screwed up!! trying to squeeze this beautiful saturday to meet up with 4 different group of people that i rarely meet and as a result people have to suffer.

To all my friends especially Helmi,Mitchell, Joel, Haadi, Syafiq, Farid, Hilmi sorry for making u guys wait for me. i guess i m not that a good fren huh making people wait only. i guess i m trying to hard to accomadate to everyone. i learn a very important lesson and its not abt coming on time i learn that already 2 years back. its abt making gd judgement and good managment of time
Good Judgement:
i was hesitant to leave Mitch and Joel have way thru our meet up even though i know i will be late for the iftar i still decide to catch a movie with them at 5. IDK i was like erm i dun want to leave coz its been months since we meet and its very rare since everyoone schedule is fucked up and when we meet its only a few hrs..
then the meet ups with BMC peeps.. well same thing happen i decided to stay awhile longer and helmi have to wait so yeah everything snowballed and i was in shits coz of my poor judgement and making decission..
i dont blame anyone for what happen and i am cool that those affected are angry with me they have every right to feel that way
SORRY GUYS!!!


"next time don't do it again ok Ruz..." ruzaini pathetically trying to make himself feel a bit better pathetic much huh..