i am a sinner

well yeah that is what i thought about myself i am a sinner
of all the sins that i have committed comittinng this sin is a big one and yeah hell awaits me in my after life
ok maybe i am exagerating but yeah if i manage to go back to the correct path then i can wait to be in heaven and enjoy peace!!

well besides that schools has been a real toughy!!
ergh!! why is it so difficult y cant it be easy huh?
well no one said it is going to be easy... and u choose to take this path so u gotta earn it and burn it
burn it? erm i m burning it i have been trying my very best to do a pretty decent work?
hello are you sure u are giving ur best? but the result is not showing my dear...
yeah i m sure lah.. ok maybe not really burining but at least i am trying right
well point taken but you can do much much better.. i have read ur scripts and i dare say it is like a 13 year old work... the only distinct thing between you and a 13 year old maybe u have more content or level of maturity but besides that is is just a crap essay full of grammar mistakes
well... u dun have to be that harsh lah i know my command of english is not fantastic and i m trying to be better
well then u should try harder do something about it come on you have only less than 3 mths before this major exam you are sitting for right?
yeaps true then i shall do something about it then..
yeah u should my dear coz the rate i m seeing you do things don't even bother looking forward to apply to a local university and i m serious so GOOD LUCK!!
ergh.....is so irritating so much for helping me to do better... your last comment is so not needed right now..
yeah no one said it is going to be easy
especially imrpoving ur grades.. ok maybe maths and physics it is possible but for gp a language subjects at this rate i m going i aint sure if i can
besides academics, it so hard to forget someone or what is inside you and what is happening to you
everything is so difficult this days...