well at first don't feel like blogging but after hearing the song "Selepas Kau Pergi" by Laluna thanx to helmi's blog gosh made me so emo-moey and i have to blog to let it out
well the song is not about anything that i m gonna write about but it just makes me emo for now at 1.30 am lah
well friday got back physics paper it's a dissapoinment i should say lah well its kinda expected but at least near to pass lah well this just goes to show that i m still weak. to be frank it hurts to know that i am nowhere close from my friends marks lah especially Helmi and Fahmi why are they so damn good in physics huh? and y am i not as good as them
i know the answer but it still hurts i don't want to repeat a yr in college without them by my side my dearest friends i would rather we all graduate and go NS the UNI at the same time
i know now that i have to work doubly hard butit is near impossible for me to give up totally this wonderful computer, tv and life
but for my future sake i will just HAVE to do it no matter what
my teacher once said we have to choose either 4 months of pure hell/ hardship or years and years of regrets and misery
well i choose 4 mths lah
RUZ PLEASE DO YOUR WORK FROM NOW ON AND PLEASE DON"T EMO COZ THAT WILL JUST SLOW YOU DOWN
oh yah its official that ruz always ends the conversation with his stupid comments lah and he cant continue jokes for nuts
well besides that everything is ok exept for something that is uberly personal to me...
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